Pagan Poetry

Had 2 of my my widom teeth extracted today. Exceedingly not fun. They took 2 hours just to get my lower tooth out, and the side of my mouth is sore from the drill rubbing against it. My tooth wasn't happy about coming out either, and they had to get it out in little pieces.

The good news is that it isn't painful at all. The bad news is I suspect it's due to paresthesia, where the nerve that runs near the tooth was bruised or damaged during the operation, so half my face is numb. 99% of people recover from it, so I just hope I'm not that other one percent :\

[Edit: Oh yar, and my face is swollen. And because my mouth is full of blood, I look like a Killer Hamster -_-; ]

That stupid drier in my hall shouldn't be called a drier, because all it really does is take your clothes for a spin and after 10 hours, they're still as damp as when you first put them in. #%#@&%#$)*^@#

Everything
(by Alanis Morissette)

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone
Who's as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

What I resist persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
And you're still here
And you're still here...

mood

Translation:
Nemo nisi mors.

the subject

utopist. dreamer. cynic. poet. a contradiction. eccentric. cartesian. a starlight in the gloom.

The patient, born in 1984, suffers from a history of idealism of unknown onset and duration.

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